I AM Fully Awakened Pretending I AM Awakening Step-by-Step

Greetings dear friends!  I AM Karen LaRue Moye and I AM my greater presence.  Last night, I experienced the gift of a one-on-one phone session with Panache Desai (www.panachedesai.com), a fully-awakened Avatar of love and light, and it rocked my known world as sessions with Panache are wont to do.  At the beginning of the session, he asked me what I wished to work on, and I replied that I wished to integrate even more of who I AM into my physical experience as well as remove any remaining blocks to bringing all that I AM into my work.

Ever since the beginning of the year when I had my first session with Panache and wholly committed to this blog and channeling My Greater Presence, my abilities as a reader and transformational healer have grown and deepened in ways I never dreamed possible.  There is so much more joy, connection, and knowing in my work now.  I know I am truly following my divine blueprint for this incarnation, and everything just keeps getting better and better.  But recently, I made a decision to host a webinar while in Kauai in March, and ever since, I have been experiencing an energetic reticence about moving forward that I wished to remove once and for all.

After sitting in Presence with Panache, he asked me to channel for him so that he could read my energy while I channel and see where there might be any blocks.  Boy was I put on the spot!  After a bit of coaxing, I went into/connected to this energy I call My Greater Presence.  My physical experience of it is that it is like a warm light that begins within my physical body, my core, just below my belly button and grows and expands its warmth and light until it fills the lower half of my torso completely.  Then, I feel a stirring and energizing in my heart, high heart, and throat chakras that feels like excitement and anticipation as the heart/throat energy combines with the belly energy and bursts forth in joy as what I have come to call My Greater Presence.

I described these sensations to Panache, and he said, “Thank you.  Now we know the physical, energetic sensations of this energy, so channel for me.”

I did.   As I always do, I began with “I invoke the I AM.  I invoke My Greater Presence.  I invoke the highest good for Panache, the planet, and all who dwell upon her.”  I then began to channel.  After a bit, Panache thanked me, paused for a moment, and then said, “Okay, drop the channeling, it’s just something you hide behind.  If you were channeling energy from outside of yourself, I would tell you to step aside and allow it to come through, but you’re not.  You are channeling you in all your wisdom, your connection, all of who you are.  Drop the mask.  Stop hiding.  Come out and say, ‘This is me.  This is what I know.  These are the energies I emit.  This is the Master I AM.’  Claim your mastery and stop hiding.”

Immediately, I felt the rightness, the truth of his words and realized this explained the dichotomy I had begun to feel in my work.  I presumed the information and energies were coming from outside of me when they were really sourced within me, within my mastery, within my source.  A wonderful feeling of elation came over me that was quickly followed by an intense emotional response of tears and a feeling of “being unworthy” to be this energy in the world.  To openly present myself to the world and say “This is Me!”  I shared this sense of emotion and unworthiness with Panache, and as soon as the words were out of my mouth, I saw the truth:  Once again I was hiding—hiding behind my sense of unworthiness.  The unworthiness was a mask, an assumed illusion I had used to keep myself little and to protect those hurt and wounded aspects of self I had shielded for so long.  Through my work with Panache, I realized I no longer had the need of the mask of unworthiness.  And I let it go.  Just like that.  I laughed out loud with the feeling of freedom and joy at acknowledging myself for who I AM.  This is me, and this is my soul path; this is my unique flavor of All That Is.

So, thank you, Panache.  Through my work with you and all the work I’ve done in this lifetime, I am ready to step fully into my work, and I offer it to each and every one of you now as Karen LaRue Moye who is my greater presence and so much more.

I AM a fully-awakened human being pretending I AM awakening step-by-step.

Part of me knows I always have been fully awakened, whole, and at one with the Divine, but the human personality part of me has decided to experience my “awakening” step-by-step.  I could awaken in a moment.  Many on the planet will awaken in a moment.  But that is not my way.  My way is to fully experience all that there is to experience in the awakening process and to learn the tools that ease the way and enable the process with more grace, ease, and joy.  That is my way and in taking it step-by-step, I am able to document my journey so that if it is the will of the Divine, others will be helped in their own remembering that they are already perfect, already awake.

I have experienced what you have experienced and what you are experiencing.  In my 50 years, I have either physically or vibrationally experienced just about everything you can imagine, and I have followed my divine blueprint in this way for one reason—so that I can know and experience what you know and are experiencing.  I have felt your pain, frustration, anger, despair, and so much more as my own, and I and you have and will rise above it.

I see you.  I hear you.  I feel you.  I acknowledge you as the perfect, divine being of love and light that you are.

It is part of my unique gifts and abilities to mirror your perfection, your divinity to you when we are in session together.  It is part of who I am to assist you easily and with grace to release all that is holding you back, if that is your desire.  It is part of my path to bring you information and tools to assist you on your path of remembering you are already awake.

This blog is no longer “channeled.”  It is me, talking with you.  It is me, a finely-tuned vibrational barometer of the energies, fears, blocks, and uncertainties that you, the vanguard of the Divine are experiencing in this moment in time.  And because I am that finely-tuned vibrational barometer, I will bring you information and tools that are relevant to your life and your experience now–through all that I AM to all that you are.

You are my sisters and my brothers.  We are all connected; we are all one.  This is my unique blueprint, and it is my dearest wish that in living and being all that I am that I set a template of light and love in the world to help you and everyone who resonates with my energy to totally own and be your own fullest expression of your unique blueprint of the Divine in the world.

If you only believe Divine truths can come from sources outside of you that must be channeled, then this blog may not be for you.

But, if you are willing to begin to open yourself to infinite possibilities and the knowledge that as a spiritual being having a human experience your truth, strength, power, and love comes from within rather than from somewhere outside of you, then you may find within the pages of this blog, a mirror of your own light, wisdom, and love which shines within  you.

In owning my own perfect, divine blueprint, I am a mirror of your own perfect, divine blueprint.

My friends, we are on the most amazing journey.  Anything and everything is possible.  Last night, I embarked on a new aspect of my journey in totally owning the power and grace of my love and light.  I have so much to share with each and every one of you in the coming days, weeks, and months.  Will you journey with me?  If so, I welcome you; and if not, I send you hugs of unconditional love and support for your unique and perfect journey.

It is a time of infinite possibilities.  Let the joy begin.

Big hugs of love and light,


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About My Greater Presence

I am an Empowerment Facilitator and Reader and Energy Integration Facilitator. One of my unique gifts is the ability to hear what your divinity wishes for you to know and understand and mirror that wisdom to you until you are ready to do so for yourself.
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15 Responses to I AM Fully Awakened Pretending I AM Awakening Step-by-Step

  1. Learn-Empathy says:

    Congratulations on your transformation! It brought tears to my eyes to hear the beauty of your experience. I understand what you mean by being awakened and hiding behind a mask; I too find myself hiding and pretending to be a different version of myself for the sake of those around me. I’ve been feeling an urgent need to remove my mask and be my higher self, all the time. I have no reason to hide. None of us do. We are the light of the world and through our higher selves we can share that light. I hope you continue your journey as YOU and rid yourself of the fake identity. I’m working on doing the same!

    Much love,


  2. EagleEyes says:

    Hi Karen,
    Technically speaking your I AM presence is not outside you. He/She is your higher self. So if you channel I AM presence you are not channeling something outside you. It’s different than channeling an Ascended Master, Angel or an ET (seen from a higher lever we are all one, but the I AM presence is the closest (easiest to reach) embodiment of perfection you can have, because it’s your future perfected self).
    What Panache Desai said is true, but actually nothing new. Of course he did not see you step aside and see something else stepping in. Your I AM presence is you. But your future perfected you. I think it’s a missed opportunity to abandon the connection with the energy of your I AM presence, unless it really didn’t feel good to you.
    The feeling of unworthiness is a common problem if you have an ego (just like anybody else on this level of existence). To my knowledge, the best remedy to overcome the “ego-problem” is to read “a Course in Miracles”. It’s free by the way, just search for the words “jesus urtext download”. There are many sites you can download it from. You can also read it online.
    I just hope you didn’t take the decision to disconnect from this energy too quickly. I have the impression that you came to your conclusions too quickly. I could be wrong.
    Take care.

    • Eagle Eyes, I appreciate your taking the time to comment. From what you have written, your understanding of what I described as my experience and mine and Panache’s understanding of my experience are quite different. And that is fine. Personally, I don’t feel I am abandoning anything–quite the opposite, in fact. Rather than “channeling” my Greater Presence (including but not limited to my I AM Presence), I AM integrating it into who I AM in every moment. For those who are enamored of the process of channeling, it may be difficult to accept. I have no problem with that. I just dropped my mask/my illusion. It is a journey–a wonderful, marvelous journey. Many blessings to you on yours. Karen

      • EagleEyes says:

        Thank you for explaining Karen. If you are integrating the “I AM Presence” energy and did not ascend because of doing so, then I guess your “I AM Presence” is something else. Probably your sub-persona(?).
        Anyway, I will keep posting your blogs on my website http://litcorner.net
        Many blessings to you too.

      • Eagle Eyes, I very much appreciate the energy you are in the world and the work that you are doing through your website and in other ways. I honor your unique flavor of All That Is and appreciate your honoring mine. In joy, Karen

  3. heartlightdg says:

    I read this with great interest for I began my own blog not too long ago because I felt the need, the pull to write about what I felt was wisdom that came from within but was not entirely sure where it comes from. I was not brave enough to call it from my higher self….and felt perhaps it was just a little too grand for me and my writings. So it was interesting to hear about your experience. It felt like it could have been me you wrote about.
    “You are channeling you in all your wisdom, your connection, all of who you are. Drop the mask. Stop hiding. Come out and say, ‘This is me. This is what I know. These are the energies I emit. This is the Master I AM.’ Claim your mastery and stop hiding.” ”
    Hiding my light is what I have done well for years…

    I checked out Panache Desai, wonderful energy there. Thank you for so much for sharing this.

  4. Thank you all, dear and wondrous beings of light, for your love and support. You humble me. And that’s not easy to do!!! LOL
    We Are All ONE! And together, we’re creating a wondrous New World. Thank you all for being who you are.
    Lots and lots and lots of love and hugs,

  5. Claudia Brazil says:

    Amen, Sister!! I can’t wait to watch you blossom into the gorgeous being you ARE. Wow………congratulations indeed. xo

  6. sylvia franco says:

    I truly admire your openness and willingness to share your own growth and evolution as we are one and interconnected.

  7. Katie says:

    Wow. That took some serious courage to write. Congratulations. This really is going to encourage us to step it up! I’m with ya… a little scared about it, but I’m with ya.

  8. Belledessa says:

    Dearest Karen!
    BEAUTIFUL! Absolutely BEAUTIFUL! Your truth came through so wonderfully I was moved to tears. THANK YOU for sharing all that you are and for holding yourself accountable for all that your life has been and will be. This message is such a gift, such a gift!
    ESPAVO!, Karen, ESPAVO! Much love, Belledessa

  9. J am es x W says:

    O big Os YIPPEEE ***** LET US REJOICE ***** I Love You I Love You I Love You x ….. thank you karen!

  10. andrea says:

    CONGRATULATIONS!It s amazing!I am with you!We are ONE.

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